The process

 This Adult education of a thing sef.

Honestly, this post was going to start off as a rant but I don’t even have the energy to do so. But I won’t lie, it can get very frustrating doing this school thing at this stage of your life.

I’m not sure why, but these days I lack the will or motivation or ginger or whatchamacallit to even pick up my books and study for the semester. I’m having to literally force myself to concentrate in order to get things done when it comes to school matters. Of course, I have been powering through mainly because of the thought of whats at stake for us over here in the UK but honestly, given a choice, it wouldn’t be this school route ever again.

Funny enough, it’s not a matter of capacity or ability. I’m easily one of the best-performing students in the class, no cap. A lot of my classmates are mostly unserious learners or as usual, focused more on being in the UK to continue life irrespective of the means.

Could it be a function of age? other more pressing life matters? general disinterest? It’s weird asf and not at all funny but everything these days just seems to be more focused on getting on with life, achieving financial stability and family-oriented stuff.

Well, not so strange when viewed from that lens but it’s still a point of worry for me.

Maybe it’s because the finish line is in sight or maybe just because I have a really pressing dissertation to get through for the last part of this term. Seeing the fact that the latter is a project that I am fully committed to, I’m just gonna have to roll up my sleeves and get to work.

Anyway, I’m mostly just penning this article down so that, someday after successfully graduating and settling myself, I’ll look back, read this and probably laugh at the tough times i went through.

Ahhh.. back to work!